I don't expect much from people. But it definitely seems alot to them. I'm not asking for the stars or moon in the sky. It's just something simple. Is it really so damn hard to achieve?
I'm more than willing to go the extra mile just for a friend. A FRIEND. But what do I get back in the end? Nothing.
Fuck.
Now I understand why Colin once mentioned that sometimes, it's better to concentrate your attention to a small group of close friends rather than everybody.
And her.
Who the hell in the right mind would go out and help you with your work when
-there's an assignment dued the next day.
-there's a lab test the next day and totally not prepared for it.
-didn't had a decent rest for the past 3-4 days.
And in the end, he only slept for a few hours and had to wake up in the wee hours to run through his assignments and continue to help you with your work so that you'll feel better and had more time with other stuff.
Who in the world would keep track of the weather of this small little red dot, remembering what time your lessons starts on which day and remind you to bring your umbrella and jacket when it rains?
Who will, without fail, sms you on every Tuesday morning just because you got lessons in the morning and hope that this small little sms would chase your morning blues away?
Who would try to find your favourite sweets, not knowing the brand or how it even looks like, only know the price and a very brief description of it so that it'll make your day better?
Who would try to do a video conference with you so that you can see the fireworks? Though technology doesn't allow this to come true, he still try to take videos of it and hoping that you'll still be able to see it.
Whenever you had problems with your ex bf, all he can do is just listen to your problems and nothing else. Do you have any idea how much his heart is tearing for you, knowing that you deserve someone much better even though the person might not be him. And he swore to all the gods above that he wouldn't have done anything to make you frown, let alone cry over him.
Obviously, he wanted to spend time with you on his birthday and no one else. That's the main reason why he had always reminded you that his birthday is coming, asked you out for dinner on that special day that meant so much to him and not his buddies.
He's not even asking for much. He's just hoping that one day, you'll be able to notice him, the one who's always walking silently behind you, so that you'll never be alone whenever you face an obstacle.
But, did you notice him?
posted by Me, myself and my skates @ 8:25 PM
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